Do you ever have those days where there is so much you want to do but cannot seem to gain the focus to do any of it?
Well that’s how I have felt a lot lately, including right now. I really wanted to get online and play around with all the website stuff and see if I could make things more interesting but right now my brain feels completely scattered no matter how hard I try to sit and focus. I thought I could at least write some interesting post but I start and then my brain just shuts down.
One of my doctors calls it “fibro fog” but I think its more than that. I’m on so many medications for the amount of pain I feel on a regular basis and don’t even get me started on the amount of stress that has started to accumulate over the past year and a half now.
I am so incredibly tired of feeling so horrible and its upsetting me not being able to focus better when I want to get something done… Things that never used to be a problem for me…
Anyway, I won’t rant much tonight. Just wanted to pause a moment and say something to show I’m still here and I haven’t given up on trying to get something productive going in my life again. Just my brain isn’t there tonight… *sighs* … However my pain levels are finally dropping enough I think I might actually be able to attempt sleep. Pain was a nightmare tonight. Dad almost took me to the ER again but I was stubborn and I got through it… I’ve gotten so tired of dealing with the medical community here but that’s a rant for another day.
g’night everyone… or should I say good morning? Either way I’m due for sleep.