Scattered

Do you ever have those days where there is so much you want to do but cannot seem to gain the focus to do any of it?

Well that’s how I have felt a lot lately, including right now. I really wanted to get online and play around with all the website stuff and see if I could make things more interesting but right now my brain feels completely scattered no matter how hard I try to sit and focus. I thought I could at least write some interesting post but I start and then my brain just shuts down.

One of my doctors calls it “fibro fog” but I think its more than that. I’m on so many medications for the amount of pain I feel on a regular basis and don’t even get me started on the amount of stress that has started to accumulate over the past year and a half now.

I am so incredibly tired of feeling so horrible and its upsetting me not being able to focus better when I want to get something done… Things that never used to be a problem for me…

Anyway, I won’t rant much tonight. Just wanted to pause a moment and say something to show I’m still here and I haven’t given up on trying to get something productive going in my life again. Just my brain isn’t there tonight… *sighs* … However my pain levels are finally dropping enough I think I might actually be able to attempt sleep. Pain was a nightmare tonight. Dad almost took me to the ER again but I was stubborn and I got through it… I’ve gotten so tired of dealing with the medical community here but that’s a rant for another day.

g’night everyone… or should I say good morning? Either way I’m due for sleep.

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